SHOCKING NEWS!!!!!! n saddening too.,., things didnt work out wif mii n her.,., euu c.,.,its a long tyme since she replied my sms-es.,., i figured.,.she was DAT busy.,., den.,.,after my religous class dat dae.,., she finally replied!!
i sensed somting rong.,., ferst i saed.,.,YAY!EUU FINALLY REPLIED! I LURVE EUU!!! n she sent mii a smiley face.,.,.(unusual of her.,.,) den i saed.,.,I MISS EUU!!! n again.,.,anoth smiley face,,,., unusual.,.,
den i asked.,.,.,eu miss mii?? she saed.,.,i miss everyone.,., o.O???
haiz.,.,.den i ask..,.,got exception?? she gets mii but juz saed.,.,dunnoe.,.,
den i asked eu styll luv mii n can we meet coz tat march was our ferst anniversary.,.,
den she told mii.,.,
she was suffocated n all.,.,wif CCAs n stuff.,., n she wanted to b free for once.,.,not belonging to anyone.,.,.
my flabber was gasted! den i asked.,.,so euu wanna.,.,.,., she saed dunnoe.,.,. n i knew her 'dunnoe' meant a 'yes'.,., so i bid farewell.,., wif eyes welling up.,.,
i actually took a pic of my teary eye n sent to her via mms.,., haiz.,.,n she saed.,.,co cry pls.,.,i beg euu.,., n i told her i juz cant help it.,., a few mins later.,.,i asked.,., but euu styll luv mii rite?
she nvr replied.,.,. some my frens saed it was juz an excuse for her to have found someone else.,.,but i choose not to believe dem.,.,i noe her.,.,.she wudnt lie to mii.,.,. haizz.,., ''juz nth goes my wae.,.,'' i tot dat phrase was nonsensical but it really is true.,.,after all.,.,.,,
i'm not emo @ 4:40 AM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
my sec life such ''miseryful''!! n wen ppl c me sad.,.,dey sae im emo.,., duhz.,. noe y i hate tis life.,.,i mean ed current state i am in.,., its lyke.,., eu all noe ive oready kinda lost her ready.,., told ya we havent met for tis yr 2007! n tis march is our anniversary too!! n still habent meet! i dunnoe we still steadin not?.,., den i ''lost'' her ready.,., den my frens.,.,deon.,.,omg my closest!!!! n stephanie n rita all my gd frens.,.,guess wat.,.,all wanaa change skewl!!!! SOON!!!!!!!!! STOOOPID LAR.,., steph coz of dad ask her to chg.,.,den rita is de mum den de deon is got kinda fam prob ar.,., stoopid lar,.,,. y cant things go our wae???for once.,., or mayb twice.,., or owaez??? especially wen eu nid it!! lyke i nid it now!.,., do dey really have to go?.,., n deon.,., w/o him.,., how bout recess.,.,b4 i made frens wif him,.,., i usually wander off alone either wif de gerls.,.,wic i dun wanna.,., or alone.,.,i wud prefer dat.,., ppl have been badmouthing me goin around wif gerls.,., de oth bois either go n play or eat all de tyme.,., only deon wud accompany me.,.,if he wanted to eat.,.,he wud ask me along.,.,but he wonttake long! he noes i juz lyke to walk here n der.,.,no sports for me.,.,except running! he noes mii inside out! w/o him.,.,i guess i have to go back to useless wandering boi.,.,alone during recess!.,., sobs,.,. haizz.,.,evryone can c our ''closeness'' sae.,., even almost evryone in class lykes him.,., sobs.,.,again! y muz HE go??take someone else.,.,lyke dexter! de class freak! haizz.,., do i relly have to let go.,., it was such a big blow!! especially wen ive been missing her! ouch.,.,rid!!come back to me!! n she oso has not replied to any of my sms-es,.,., is she dat bz.,.,or she purposely.,., has she found someone new?., pls tell mii not,.,., pls.,., haizz.,., lyfe juz doesnt go ur wae.,., even as hard eu try to improve.,., ppl still sae bout ur flaws too.,., or wateva eu call it.,.,
i'm not emo @ 6:04 PM
i'm not emo @ 5:54 PM
oosh!! someone pls help!!! i changed my blogskin.,.,for a while.,., den i forgot all aboutde tagbox!! now its gone!! its my fren hu helped me put it!! now she not online ready.,.,dunno y.,., den how? later i try contak her la.,.hope she hasn't forgotten how to put it!! GRR.,., stoopid sae mii!!!
i'm not emo @ 5:51 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
deon.,.,i asked him read mii blog.,.,we now at skewl lab lar.,., den i ask him read de bout jelousy part.,., den he read den go tell de ikan bilis.,.,y???? cant he juz keep tis one thing as a secret for mii???? haiz.,., he rather tell how i feel to his BEZ FREN.,.,haiz.,., i really dunnoe wats happening now.,.,
mayb.,..,i sae MAYB dat explains mii mood swings now.,., i suddenly feel so sad.,. or mayb not.,.,i juz feel sad.,.,
i'm not emo @ 9:53 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
my dad is starting in again! i juz lyke tolked on de fone for.,., lyke 30 minutes.,., n he asked mii to put down de fone ready!! stupid sia.,., den he mumbled on.,., study nvr study.,.,., computer!.,.,computer.,,., later fail again.,., QUIT BAND! THINK WAT? EASY2 CAN QUIT? DUH!.,., vey wat lor.,., juz coz i failed majority of common test he very noisy.,.,. relak ar.,., difficult sae!! he go n do la de exam.,., its such a BIG jump lor.,., so many subjeks! got geo la lit la loads more sae.,.,., den muz continue ma religous klass whereas mii frens will continue nes yr.,., fuck ar.,., tis is strict enuff sae! im so bored of him!!! somone take him away!!!!!!!
i'm not emo @ 10:18 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007
it was mii sports dae.,.,i went for de sports heats..,. i was supposed to run for 200 metres den on de sports dae i went to report la.,., den i gave mii name to de teacher.,., try as he might.,.,he cant find my name i was lyke.,.,R EU SURE!!!!GO HELL LA EU! DEN HE SAE.,., EY EU NOT RUNNING LEHX.,., as i headed back to my place.,.,dose words juz stayed in my mind!all de wae! n i sat dere staring blankly thinking bout NOTHING yea i did cry abit.,.,n mi bez fren.,., he shows his hatred of mii crying.,., he did nt even bother to console mi.,. all he saed was,., hafiz.,.,deres owaez nex yr! at least my oth frens console mii well enuff DAT WILL NVR B FORGOTTEN!!! I OWAEZ RUN EVRY YR SINCE PRI SKEWL N I WUD OWAEZ WIN SUMTING EVEN THOUGH JUZ A THIRD!!! REALLY SUCH A BIG SHOCK MAN i hate my skewl
i'm not emo @ 9:03 PM
remember my beztez bezt fren deon??? ya.,.,he oso saed i was his bez fren too!! k great hings aside.,., it was last dae of skewl of de term.,. skewl holidaes next wk.,., den on dat fri after sports dae.,.deon n his frens planned to visit their primary skewl.,.,shuqun i not from shuqun so i go walk2 wif me councillor n oth fren.,., we decided to follow deon n frens go eat at jurong east entertainment center.,. ikan bilis was dere too! deon actually carried her bag for her.,., i was lyke.,., ''hey.,.,all tis while i was de one told to carry ur bag for eu!evry single dae!'' i actually told him dat! den i ask him.,.,eu carried her bag for wat?! he sae coz she is my bez fren.,., i was lyke.,., wat was i all along? a slave? n he juz turned away! n as i was eating at de KFC.,., he n her go out saying wanna go library la wat la.,.,. n LEFT MII!!! HE NVR LEAVES MII!! n lyke he saed.,., ey eat slowly! he lyke dun want mii follow sae!!! den me ''group'' go dance practise lor.,., den going back home we chanced upon dem both outside skewl while de oths go mac.,.,he asked mii go dere sit2 wif him i was VERY LATE WAT! den i sae no.,.,den he scolded mii lyke hell lor! den we juz went dere lor.,.,.me frowning.,., he nvr cares bout miI!!! treats mii lyke a slave.,., doesnt care dat im REALLY LATE!! am i really a beztez bez fren or juz a simple slave? im so mentally hurt n physially tired of ''working'' at his commands but i cant help it hes my bez fren!!!! i really dunnow wat to do
i'm not emo @ 8:50 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
ooh!!so tired! juz got home from dance practise! whoo! practise for teachers dae.,.yawn.,., its was fun n all but we all ended up wif blisters n tyred n stuff.,., but overall,., it was fun! cant wait till we complete de whole song!!
i'm not emo @ 11:57 PM
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