Tuesday, February 27, 2007
sob.,.,grr.,.,.,which shud i b???i stayed back juz now.,.,to lyke.,.,go mac.,.,.,den lyke late la.,.,bout 4 we in de middle eating.,.,den bout 5 finish la.,.,.den mii n frens decided,.,.aiya.,.,miss bus la.,.,sae got band nah!!we agreed.,.den i got home.,.mii mum scold.,.,no suprise dere.,.,den i sae la got ''band''.,.den she nvr believe.,.,i tink she kol de skewl or sumting.,.den she angry den she hit mii wif de hanger sia.,.,den she ask again.,.,y late.,.,i sae we ''practise band as a grup,.,no teachers.,.,''den can mii again.,.,she sae.,.,i tell eu ready.,.,if no REAL band practise no staying back!den all over.,.,.for de mean while.,.,.den i got religious klass soon after..,.,i went to take de ''bibal''den i ACCIDENTALLY dropped it sae.,.,.den she threw de hanger at mii.,.,.luckily misses sae!!!!!yupx.,.,.dats all!
i'm not emo @ 4:51 AM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
sob.,.,sob.,.,im seriously crying as i write tis post.,.,its de second tyme i kolled her[rid] for tis yrn i had to cry.,.,yesterdae.,.,all was fine.,.but juz now.,.,i took de BIG courage wif support of mii frens on msnto sae i miss eu to her.,.,n den .,.i expected her to sae i miss eu too.,.,or even laugh as she blush lyke she wud owaez do de last yme i told her i missed her.,.,n den.,.,she had nth to sae..,.,she kept silence,.,waeting for mii to start a new topic,.,during de short silence.,.mii heart really felt heavy n fell.,.,i told her i wud kol her again later.,.,noe y??i cried for a whole .,.i dunnoe?i tink for juz 10 mins.,,phew.,.was kinda ok after dat cry.,.,sob.,.,.,wat shud i do?shud i kol her back?wat shud i sae??tears r rolling!!!stop it!kaes.,.,dats all.,.
i'm not emo @ 11:22 PM
Friday, February 23, 2007
shit.,.again.,.,
mii fren.,..,deon go n ask her.,.,.
''ey.,.i tink eu lyke hafiz eh.,.,''
i was lyke .,.,omg.,.,!!
eu c.,.,i got rite letter to her sae got tis gerl i tink i lyke
n bla3.,.,
but i nvr sae its her.,.
i tink she suspects.,.,den to make matters worse.,.
he added oil to de fire.,.,
massive fire!
i resorted to running fro embarrasment.,.,dat tyme.,.noone understood mii.,.,dey all saed i run coz im shy dat she lykes mii.,.,
i was lyke.,.,dream on!of coz she wudnt!
i run coz shy dat dunw an ppl to tink i lyke kinda force her love mii.,.
aiya.,.eu try to get it la.,.,
haizz.,.
i ran to de bus stop n so forth.,phew!
she followed sey.,.,but nvr took de bus wif mii la.,.,,phew!
but i nvr blame deon.,.
i know he has no intentions.,.,haizz.,.,
iblame.,.,NOONE actually.,.,.
oh ya.,.,i den rote to her de nex dae.,.,
hey sis.,.,
i tink we shud avoid each oth now,.,
to avoid misunderstandings.,.,
she wudnt agree.,.,
in de end.,., she got angry n agreed finally.,.,
at ferst i was kinda happy.,.,
den i tot.,.,omg!
i actually lost a sis!!of mii own!
i have nobody now..,.,rally kinda regretted it.,.,
n get tis straight.,.,its
siblinghood love njot '' love love''
huh?
haiya eu get it.,.,
gtg!
i'm not emo @ 5:43 AM
remember de ikan bilis?
i told her bez fren bout mii feelings.,.
de fren den saed.,.
ikang bilis treats mii as a big bro.,.,
n so.,.rom dat dae on.,.,after i ask for.,., .,.,
to b mii sis.,.haha,.,.
we became''siblings''.,.,
sharing weal n woes in love,.,.hahax.,.,.
she tolks bout HER guy.,.n i tolk bout rid!!
haha.,.great fun.,.,
memories.,.,
i'm not emo @ 5:35 AM
SHIT!
i tink ive fallen for sumone.,.,actually.,.im scared i will.,.,she's lyke.,,.,.whoa..,eu r for mii.,.,kinda,.,.i dun wanna betray rid.,.,i styll luv her.,.,more den im scared i wud lyke de gerl.,.,i col her ikan bilis.,.,haizz.,.,really depress.,.,wat shud i do???
i'm not emo @ 5:28 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
guess wat!!mii mum doesnt hit mii anymore!!lyke mii dad too!!dey now onlii resort to scolding!!haha!!!im luving it!!!
i'm not emo @ 3:45 AM
hmm.,.,now eu noe i have HER rite.,.,?
den came along dis gerl in mii new skewl.,.,
she asked mii for stead via her fren.,.,.
i had to turn her down n oso saed sry la.,.,
ive explained to her ready.,.,.,
haizz.,.,evar so guilty,.,.,
but evar so loyal!
wen it cums to love.,.,!
i'm not emo @ 2:57 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
hey.,.,eu mite not noe but i have a gerl.,.
name's ridhwanah.,.,.
i luv her n miss her,.,.,.
shes been wif mii since march 2006.,.now im writing in 2007,.,for tis yr.,.,
i have yet to meet her.,.,
jeles of seeing mii frens wif thei luved ones.,.,
while its ~lonely valentines~ for mii.,.,.,
but all i noe is I LOVE HER!
i'm not emo @ 7:50 PM
