Wednesday, May 30, 2007


` im really2 confused!#

i really dunnoe hu is to accompany mii in my lyf-luv lyf.,.its either.,.,my ex.,.,ridhwanah,.,.o­r.,.,or,.,this oth gerl,.,
im really confused.,.for ridhwanah.,.,im not so sure whether she styll luvs mii.,.,she owaez is bz.,.,
so bz dat she cant reply my sms-es.,.n.,n.,.,
its diff to ask her out.,.really miss her.,.,im here living in jurong.,.,she is oll de wae in chua chu kang.,
for de oth gerl,.,.she saed she lyked mii b4 too.,.,
but im oso not sure whhther she styll does now.,.,
she juz broke up wif her ex.,.,n.,.,n.,.,i dunnoe whether i shud b happy or sad for de guy,.,
it IS her hu dumped hym.,.
at ferz i was kinda happy.,.she cud finally b mine.,.,
but i saw hym so full of misery.,.,
den i lied to her..,i saed rid came back to mii.,.,
we were goin well oready..,but dat was quite sum tyme ago dat rid ony sms-ed mii.,.,i thot it wud b occasionally dat she wud sms mii..,.but it was onlii for dat dae.,.,but i continued telling her all was fine.,.,
i even thaught dat guy how to win her heart again.,.
he did improve.,.,ALOT.,.,y­ar.,.,sum styll unchanged.,.,but she styll doesnt lov hym though.,.,i dunnoe y.,.,
does she styll love mii?does rid styll love mii?
wich shud i luv?im really confused.,..both have its ups n downs.,,.wich?!?!
dis is so my worse love lyf ever.,.
i juz cant understand how my p4 relationship even went on smoother.,.,now im oready in sec 1.,yet its diff to make up my mind.,.,
i guess dats de wae l0\/e is.,.,
juz gotta think real hard.,.i really nid help.,.
hueva...anyone?

Labels: ` confused awaeting for an answer#

Monday, May 28, 2007

whoa.,.singing comp.?mii?

teacher blind ar.,.my voice lyke cartoon go force mii..,.

its lyke dis.,.

it was de lazt dae of skewl.,.,b4 de june holidaes..,.,

den,.den.,.,

it was onlii den der was a singing competition for national dae.,.

den actually our class had no volunteers.,

den.,.my teacher looked at mii for a few seconds.,.,

n she saed.,.,hafiz.,.cum eu take tis paper.,.,

eu go find oth members.,.

den i saed i dun wan lar.,.,duh,.,

den she saed it was compulsory,.,

n it was true.,.i saw de paper..,

den.,.den.,.,i styll sae dun wan.,.,

den she go n lyke force mii sae.,.,

hafiz i dun care,.,eu take tis paper.,.dun waste my tyme!

den i took it lor.,.,den i go find oth members.,.,

it had to b 15 to 20 ppl sae.,.,

mii n atikah n nazhiifah had actually decided to sing

''when you believe'' a song by de choir.,.,

but den i flipped de pages of de participating form.,.

i saw dat we muz sing a national dae song.,.,

we were lyke.,.,

r u sure??

so lame sia.,.,

den sum of us participating stayed back to choose de song.,.

nid to hand in by dat dae.,.

den.,.den.,.

we chose.,.,5 songs.,.,we decided to remix dem.,.

we chose.,.,

moments of magic

where i belong

munneru valiba

kuai le gong ren

n dayung sampan.,.

i noe its lyke a racial harmony dae competition now..,

but its coz we cant make up our minds on wic language to sing,.,haha

but it got mii n my frens closer!! hahax

okae lar.,.,nth else t0 sae.,.gtg! bb

~wish mii luck!`

Labels: ` cartoon*sing shyte#

Friday, May 18, 2007


erm.,.,.,
its been a long tyme since i updated dis blog ryte?
aiya coz lazy n no tyme n nth happen la,.
hehe sry.,.,
n styll.,.,no mood for linking..,.,
juz waet for de dae yar?
ok.,.,i have nth now.,.,
juz a simple sumtyng to test ur brains,.,so here it goes,.,












ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST

Count every " F " in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...


(SEE BELOW)


HOW MANY ?













WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke. READ IT AGAIN !
Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.


The reasoning behind is further down.






The brain cannot process "OF".

Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!

Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius

Labels: //emo-no-more//

Friday, April 27, 2007


stoopid toys 'r' us!!
to mii.,.,it is a place to have fun!!
but instead.,.,it is de violenest store to mii eva!!!!in my lyfe!!!

mii n naz n kim n fion went to toys'r'us last fri.,.
yar2.,.mii n hakim.,.,skipped fridae prayers,.
hehe.,.shh!
den we had loads of fun!!
ferst we plaed wif de styrofoam swords!!
den we played de hoola-hoops!!
i finally cud play it so well again..,
haiyo dat naz go n record mii she saking my ass,.,dat hakim not ufn one lor!!
he juz go ahead w/o us lor!!
he saed we too slow.,.,
den wats toys'r'us w/o a liitle fun!!
den we didnt bother bout him.,.,since he wanted to move on.,.
we didnt care an took our tyme.,.,
we forgot to put our bags at de counter.,.,
den de lady came to us n asked us nicely to put our bags.,she was nice!n polite!
den we continued playing!!
we plaed blar3.,.,
den after fion bought a lollipop from der.,.,
i asked dem to go back to pale one more round.,.dey agreed.,.,
hakim was oready out by den.,.
he wanted his OWN ''FUN''
wateva.,.,
den we plaed de swords again.,.,
it was SO fun.,.
der oso gor anoth grup sec skewl ppl plaeing.,.
den suddenly a grumpy guy working as a staff der approaced us.,.,
he scolded us all.,.,
EU NORT BUYING DIS RITE!!GO OUT! GO OUT!!
by den fion n naz oready put dier swords back..,i wan go put den he go pushed mii!!
pushed real hard.,.,i felt lyke smacking de sword on his face!
damn harsh n violent.,.,
not even a warning lyke de lady who asked us to put our bags at de counter,.,
den we headed on to de counter to retrieve our bags.,.
de oth sec skewl ppl were oso chased put.,.
so mad sia!!!
den i shouted while dey prepared out bags.,.
I HATE TOYS'R'US!!STOOPID TOYS'R'US!
IM NVR CUMING BACK!! IM TELLING EVRYONE TOO NOT TOO CUM BAKC!! FRENS! FAMILY!TEACHERS!!
n de counter lady looked guilty,.,
GD!fuck dat guy's asshole man!
we outside waaeting for kim.,.
den one of de gerl form dat skewl querelled wif dat mother fucking guy.,.,
luv her!
on de wae home.,.,we purposely passed de store..,
den i shouted.,.,
STOOPID TOYS'R'US!!!!!!!!!!
evryone in de store looked to c us.,.,
but styll i not satisfied.,.
all de wae.,.,i grumbled bout it.,.,
de oths were so calm!!
y dey so calm?!?!
siao ar dey!dey didnt get pushed! n my arm actually hurt along de wae.,.,
noone knew,.,didnt wan tell dem.,.
den at de MRT station.,.hakim helped naz to top-up her e-link card.,.
i sat down one corner n cried.,.,covering my face.,.,
i cried at ferst.,.,was bout de toys'r'us.,.,
den i nearly stopped.,.
den ALOT of tears oso streamed down again.,.,
it was ''about de book''
all of eu dunnoe.,.,
im cring n de reason all lies in de bk.,.i wrote it.,.,
n dat freaky hakim.,.
i cry of sum matter he doesnt noe.,.,
n he told mii.,.,
''hafiz dun cry lar.,.,i juz proposed to naz eu noe.,.muz happy for mii..''
more tears came on.,.,i even saw him kneeling down n smsed her.,.
''will eu marry me?''
n naz agreed excitedly.,.,
its so nort de rite tyme!!

,.,.eu juz wont understand.,.,

Labels: //shyte-dem//

okae.,.,not scared now.,.bout de light.,.,
it was fadish.,.n.,.n,.,
it kept fading on on off.,,
deon saed he saw sumting move,.,.a shadow-like figure,.,
we were all scared..,
mii 'sis' cried.,.i was lyke.,.,
we shud b goin now!
i didnt wana c or even hear her cry.,.
so i decided to move on wif her while de oth still waeted to c.,.,
finally dey followed.,.
den one of us.,.,not satisfied.,.,n we decided to go back.,.,i asked nazhiifah however if she cud go back.,,.
she saed ok so we did!.,
i managed to record it on my fone.,.
mii sis juz stayed behind mii.,.,not wanting to c it!
wow.,.she made mii feel lyke a man.,.having to protect her.,.hehe
wateva.,.,lets get back.,.,den she cudnt take it anymore.,.so mii n her head on 0ut ferst.,.,
de oth (again) waeted for sumting to happen.,.
as we were moving out,.,i stared at it,.,
den i saw sumting in a shape of lyke.,.,i dunoe.,
a baton?!
sumting lyke a rod-shaped.,.,
it moved past in de room.,.,n i juz looked away.,.,
i told de oth.,.dey were scared.,.
as she cried.,.i lent her my jacket.,.i knew i didnt bring it for nth!
she wore it,.,n saed.,.,i feel lyke a geek wearing tis,.,
den in de buz.,.it was damn cold.,.,de night oready cold.,.,den de air-con made it worse.,.
den i asked.,.eu styll dun wanna wear dat jacket?
n she blushed n smiled.,.,.mii too!!
den aft a short while in de buz.,.,one of my frens hu still at de spot called ma fone.,.
he saed.,.,his fren was der wif him.,.
n as his fren was scared,.,
he went off,.,
juz as he went off.,.,de light too.,.,all went off!
my fren shouted to his fren.,.EY DE LIGHT TURNED OFF LIAOX!
den as his fren came back.,.,de light too.,.,came back!.,.,
freaky.,.,
yea wateva.,.,
n den.., we sent my sis home.,.,right to her doorstep.,.
not onlii der.,.into de house!!
hehe.,.,her sis n mum were at home.,.,n deon tried out her drum set.,.hehe
i didnt want to as i dun wan to 'paiseh' coz dunnoe how to play.,.,
her mum was very enthu!
she even asked us to play as loud as we wanted even though it was nite oready.,.
haha.,.it was fun.,.n all were nort scared olredy.,.
n yes.,.,.deon had to bring mii home too.,.hehe.,.
n on de wae.,.he oso took back his trumpet or cornet wateva.,.,
i tink cornet.,.,oh yar.,.cornet.,.
he took it back from mii..,
haiz.,.,wish it cud all happen again.,.it was DAMN fun.,.

Labels: ~` beware#

Saturday, April 21, 2007


wow.,,,it was de speech dae!de ferst tyme im actually participating in!.,.
well.,.as a pupil audience dat is.,.,dats gd enuff!!.,.
it was all fun.,.well.,.,to b honest.,.,
juz de last few evens.,.,
de starting speeches were DAMN long!.,.,
lyke readin de whole series of harry potter!.,.,
noe how long it is?.,.
makin matters worse,.,
not only one had speeches.,.,der were quite a sum!..,.
but nvm.,.,i so enjoyed de oth performances!!
ferst.,.,de choir.,.,
mii n my sis.,.,sang wif de choir at our seats.,.hehe.,.,
we didnt thought it wod b dat gd.,.,their vocals!,.,
n atikah was der performing.,.,n syaifullah tuh.,.,hehe
eu shud have seen him.,.he looked cute!

den de indian dance.,.,nth special,.,.quite lame.,.not so indian-lyke oso.,.,
de position of dem sux.,.,
got tis gerl very de ''tough'' (not flexible enuff for indian dance routine)
n she was actually placed in front?!?!
mii n ma sis was lyke,.,.HA-HA.,.,
[get tis straight yar.,.dis is my oth sis!>>nazhiifah.,.,later i write bout her kae?]

den it was de chinese dance.,.wif their sleeveless
costume.,.,
n again.,.,mii n my sis teased dem.,.,evrytyme dey raised their hands.,.,
we told each oth.,.,''nah!!take tis!!mine is smellier!!muahaha!!hehe''
lyke dey all were challenging whose armpit was smelliest.,.,hehe..,.,
den de concert band!!woohoo!!!finally gort de chance to hear dem
play de song de used for SYF!!haha,.,
it was better den expected!!
n,.,we ended evrything wif de school song.,.,
yar.,.de band played de song too.,.
much to our amazement n laughter.,.,evryone sang de song VERY LOUD!!
VERY UNUSUAL.,.
den we laughed n oso shouted..,.,de wholo song.,.,it was fun.,.,

as we were goin out of de skewl.,.,
we passed pioneer pri.,.,
den deon spotted a fadish light in a room on de top floor of pioneer.,.,
at ferst we didnt mind.,.den.,.we thought.,.,
ey?blue light?inde middle of de nite?skewl closeD?n we went on back.,.,
den.,.,it was der.,.,de light.,.,der were three portions of it.,.,waeti i continue nex tyme.,. i scared now.,.,bb

Labels: //freaked-out..//

Friday, April 13, 2007


,.,.,she got herself a new stead,.,.
here's de story.,.,
she was goin home wif her fren.,.,
she chanced upon ma sec two cuz at de mrt station.,.,
dey started to tolk2
.,.,all tis mi cuz told mii..,she asked her.,.,
y break wif hafiz?
den she was all sad.,.,damn sad ma cuz saed.,.,
den she sae.,.,she wanna concentrate on skewl..,.,
den de fren show ma cuz a vid he recorded on de fone.,.,
guess wat.,.,it is a video os another guy ''proposing''to her.,.,
asking to b de stead.,.,
n ma cuz asked.,.,is dat de reason eu broke up wif fiz?
she saed no.,.,
den y did eu stead wif tis guy?
she saed.,.,coz dat guy kept pestering her.,.,
to b his stead n she didnt noe wat to do so she.,.,
''but eu styll shudnt have stead wif him.,., ''

haiz.,.,ma cuz kolled to sae dat.,.,
n again.,.,yar.,.,i cried.,.,
his name sux man.,.,hanafi

hafiz n ridhwanah
OR
hanafi n ridhwanah

wic is better?

but nvm,.,
i chose to think..,.
dat.,.,
dae are really happy together now.,.,
n.,.,i really hope dat hanafi gives her a better lyfe.,.,
coz i noe.,.,now.,.,rid's mum MAY be preferring him to mii.,.,
but i styll luv her.,.,
miss her n her fam too.,.,
her mum her dad her wacky sis her grandmum
n her grandmum's nuggets n roti prata.,.,
not forgetting her cat.,.,MJ N KOKO.,.
luv all of dem.,.,especially her.,.,
nvm.,.,

it juz gotta end tis wae..,.,






Friday, April 06, 2007


ermm.,.,
euu noe bout mii closez frens n all.,.,de gwen.,.,elena.,.,
joel.,.,fiona.,.,deon.,.,
n more.,.,.
haiz.,.,i juz feel replaced.,.,.
by tis guy named hakim.,.,

he really woke mii up.,.,

ferst.,.,deon.,.,last tyme.,.,
he wud speak chines to me very often!
now.,.,he doesnt.,.,n instead uses it on kim.,.,
lyke.,.,he is DAT better.,.,
den.,.,wen deon n fion n gwen were tolking chinese in de cab.,.,
bout mii n tis gerl.,.,
den i saed.,.,WERE GOT ?!?!HU SAE I LYKE HER??
den he asked.,.,ouh.,.,eu can understand ar??
lyke.,.,very wat lor.,.,
he forgot!!!
urghx.,.,

den dat dae.,.,it was recess.,.,
i was wif deon.,.,as usual.,.,.,
n i wanted to find tis gerl.,.,nazhiifah.,.,
deon was lyke irratated.,.,
y euu keep looking for her one?!?!
den i sae i wan ask bout de song we both wrote together.,.,
den i finally spotted her from afar.,.
he followed reluctantly i tink.,.,
den i passed hakim.,.,.
den i tolked to deon.,.,
he didnt reply.,.,n as i turned around.,.,
he was actually sitting wif him!!!
i was lyke tolking alone!!!!
eurgx.,.,

den i didnt wan to go to naz alone.,.,
den i went back past him thrice!!!
he pretended not to c!!!
den i went to fion n gwen lar,.,.,
as he wont entertain mii.,.,
den de two gerls juz wolked past mii n juz saed.,.,
hi hafiz!.,.,
i stood der for a few secs.,.,thinking.,.,is dat it?
i came for company n dey juz walked past me??
n i turned.,.,onlii to c dem wif him too!!!!
urgx,.,.,lyke he is de new mii!!
den i juz went to naz n told her wat happened n such.,.,
n she asked mii.,.,
wat does dis tell euu??
dis tells euu dat eu r no.2 compared to him.,.,
i was lyke.,,ouh.,.,.,ok.,.,.
den lyke de word R-E-I-N-C-A-R-N-A-T-E-D keep repeating in my mind as i strolled alone,.,
during de rest of de recess tyme.,.,
den wen i went to line up after recess.,.,
onlii to c dem crowding around kim.,.,
n deon.,.,he actually scolded mii!!! he saed.,.,
wer euu go?!?!i looked for euu de whole recess.,.,!!!
den i went away wen he turned around.,.,
i wen to sit behind tis car dat was parked.,.,
n actually cried!! cant b helped!!
den he n gwen n ikan bilis came.,.,
dey all persuaded mii to sit wif de oths,.,.,
haiz.,.,i didnt tolk for dat whole dae.,.,
juz wrote on pieaces of paper.,.,
haiz.,.,.
den zeke go sit my place to tolk to elena..,.,
den i had to sit at his place.,.,wic was beside deon!!
den he nvr bothered to persuade mii.,.,or even tolk!!
den i coverd my face not wantin to c de world for a while.,.,
n he actually told mii.,.,I DUNW ANT TO C EUU CRY!
ferst.,.,i wasnt about to cry!
second even if i did.,.,i cant believe he wud actually sae dat!
den i noticed.,.,
DAT HAKIM KPO!!!
I SAD DEN HE SAD!!!
N DEON WENT NEAR HIM N TOLK2 TO HIM!!
HELLO!! I CRIED JUZ NOW!!!EVEN MORE MISERYFUL!!!!!!!!!!
DAT KIM JUZ PUT HIS HEAD DOWN!!!
N HE WENT TO COMFORT HIM!!!
URGHX.,.,
aar!!!!!!!!!shouting from de heart!!
den i went back to mii place not wantin to c dat anymore!!
den i scolded zeke.,.,wic i nvr did b4.,.,
to ask him go back to his place.,.,
n i put my head on de table juz drawing a pic
of a guy hanging himself.,.,
n de word R-E-I-N-C-A-R-N-A-T-E-D put in de middle
it was lyke.,.,i m dead.,.,noone nids mii anymore.,.,
n i was reincarnated into dat kim.,.,
den naz wrote a letter to deon explained y i lyke dis.,.,
n she showed mii de letter.,.,
i read it.,.,it was.,. SO DAMN DEEP.,.,
dey keep saeing i was sensitive n such.,,it really woke mii up.,.,
deon oso saed..,.,
he was angry wif mii alot of tymes for de past terms
n he juz tolerated mii.,.,
i realised i was a thorn in de flesh.,.,
n de next dae.,.,i was ok.,.,
juz less irratating.,..,.,
less angry n sad.,.,
actually it was more.,.,
i bottled evrything up to myself! i was scared to tell anyone.,.
later dae sae i was sensitive.,.,
lyke dat dae.,.,all of dem surrounded mii.,.,
n pointed fingers at mii sae how sensitive i was.,.,
sigh,.,.,juz aint cool no more.,.,
i dun feel close to dem ready.,.,
n yar.,.,i did ask dem one by one thru letter.,.,
compare mii wif kim.,.,
gwen n fion agreed dat he was cuter dan mii.,.,
aar!!dey owaez sae i was de cutest.,.,
n joel saed..,i dunnoe,.,.den deon gave de longest reamark.,.,

''he funny but euu cute.
he enthu eu not.
eu gentleman he not.''

dat is so comfermed fake!
bout not saeing i was not funny nor enthu.,.,i was ok.,.,
but i noe inside him he noes hakim cuter.,.,
i dun give a damn to cute-ness eva since.,.,
n i nvr realised myself not enthu b4.,.,
juz coz..,.,i dint sing de song wif him in class.,.,
wich it wasnt de right tyme!!!
n he called mii not enthu.,.but nvm.,.,
ill juz put it aside.,.,
i juz aint up to his standard..,.,
onlii elena understands mii.,.,
she sae she oso sensitive.,.,
i noe dat isnt a gd ting.,.,
but it was.,.,for me.,.THEN.,.,
she was de onlii one hu wud.,.,
euu noe.,.,''tolk'' to mii.,.,
sigh., but i dun hate hakim though.,.,
i juz.,.,i dunnoe,.,envy him?.,.,

i guess dats all den.,.,.,signin off.,.,de same mii.,,.juz a new attitude.,.,.i hope.,.,
full of emotions in de heart.,.,bottled up.,.,

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